Friday, January 22, 2010

"Amazing Love"

As the pressure begins to build kinda like a pot getting ready to boil over at its hottest point I am reassured by his spirit that he is STILL is in control.. Of course we know that there are several things in play in this story. We know that there are principalities at work in places we can not see or understand but trusting that God's timing is always SO perfect.
QT and I have spoken with his attorney at length working on responses, petitions, etc. and we know that it has been an uphill battle for 8 years and its about to get tougher and as I think about it, it brings me back to when Christ had to carry that cross up the hill on calvary to full fill his promise and just think if he'd given up we'd have "NO HOPE"!
Hope is what keeps us going, in the fight to see him free, to see him home, to see him exonerated for a crime he did not commit! As I talked to QT and things were looking a little shacky due some tactics the state has thrown he told me "tia I am going to fast this weekend (1/17/10) just because my soul needs it because their is a hunger for me in the deepest part of my soul that is thirsty for more of him" I told him I would fast with him.. I just said it without thinking or preparing for it as a form of support for his need but I must say "I FAILED TERRIBLY"... I use to think about when Christ asked his disciples to pray with him when he was in the garden and they kept falling asleep.. I use to think how hard it it to stay up with your lord, how hard is it to support him and it brought me to my knees,crying, praying and seeking forgiveness because I had failed my nephew and God too.. but thankfully his spirit came and comforted me and brought me back with him.. its amazes me everyday to see the Love he has for YOU, for ME, for ALL of us! HIS is truly Amazing Love, How can it be that You, my King, should die for me?
amazing love,I know it’s true. it’s my joy to honor you,in all I do, I honor You!

Please continue to pray for QT, for my family as we continue to thank the Lord for all he has done, all he is doing, and all he will do!

For HIS Glory
Joanne Alonzo-Gloria

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