Wow as time passes.. here I am thinking sometimes how in the world did I get here??? The thoughts of thinking this is all just a bad dream have long since left me.. I have come to the realization that when I got on my knees the day the verdict was gonna be handed down I remember it so clearly that I got on my knees in my cell and I said "God you know the truth, I know I have done alot of things wrong in my life.. Im not perfect but you know that I am not guilty of this but if this is where you want me to be send me I will go".. I remember seeing all of my family there and Santos family and friends there too.. Sometimes people ask me if Im angry, if Im mad, is there hate in me because here I am in a maximum security prison on a unit that has people who will NEVER see outside these walls and know what freedom is, with people who will die in here and Im in here to with a life sentence for a wrong I didn't do.. but I thank God for my family and friends who have stayed on their knees, praying not only for me but for the family of Santos Gauna, because I know I serve a God who is just and its not my timing its in HIS timing, even to this day my church Bill Harrod Baptist Church I get letters from Teacher Mary's class, I have been on the church bulletin for 10 yrs, I get letters from family and friends who have yet to forget about ME! Today I remember you SANTOS GAUNA Rest In Peace may our Lord continue to comfort your family as they also remember you!
